I was expecting my lecturer to come today but she didn't showed up..I'm so frustrated because i want all this observation thing to be over soon.. i just go on with the lesson but i don't know what's getting into my student today..usually they tend to behave in the early morning..but today..they don't..most of them..i caught them sleeping..chit chatting..even fighting..goshhh..they giving me a hard time..
there is this one boy..i asked him to move to give some space to other group..he said he is lazy..i asked him many2 times..i even stand beside him..he still refused..this boy is actually the biggest boy in the class.. then cynically i asked his weight..only then he moved without a word..the same boy again i asked him to get in a group..he said his group is terrible..i don't know what happened to me..maybe i was too mad then i said "U R TERRIBLE"..he was shocked and then moved to his group..when i was supervising his group work he complained again to me saying "SEE TEACHER..THEY R TERRIBLE..THEY DON'T INVOLVED ME"...i told him nicely to tell us his ideas than i will listen as well as his friends..he said "NO IDEA..BLANK"..i was so mad then i merely shouting "..SEE..NOW U WANT TO BLAME UR FRIENDS"..then i move to other group without saying a word..
another boy refused to move..i had to asked him to stand up..and me myself a TEACHER moved is chair and then asked him to sit..
i made an announcement, if u see ur friends r sleeping,,wake them up..so this one nice boy wake his friend..the sleeping boy woke up and spontaneously hit his friend at the back using book..i go to straightly to him n said "I ASKED HIM TO WAKE U UP..ANY PROBLEM?"..he look at me with THAT look but luckily he didn't do anything to me..of course he is bigger than me..
even though all of this had happen i really wished that my lecturer had observe me i want this to be over..to make it worst, after the class my friend told our lecturer was actually observing my other Friends at the same time i was expecting her..then the head of panel also came to me asking when she can observe me..so its going to be on Friday because tomorrow my mentor will be observing me..
i am so tired today..not just today..i think it will go onlike this until friday..i am so tired..pissed off..dissappointed..angry..and many kinds of feeling but obviously happy is not one of them..
p/s: my mentor gave me a good marks 4 the first observation..I'm glad because she is not that strict towards me..she even gave me many advices and ideas..
there is this one boy..i asked him to move to give some space to other group..he said he is lazy..i asked him many2 times..i even stand beside him..he still refused..this boy is actually the biggest boy in the class.. then cynically i asked his weight..only then he moved without a word..the same boy again i asked him to get in a group..he said his group is terrible..i don't know what happened to me..maybe i was too mad then i said "U R TERRIBLE"..he was shocked and then moved to his group..when i was supervising his group work he complained again to me saying "SEE TEACHER..THEY R TERRIBLE..THEY DON'T INVOLVED ME"...i told him nicely to tell us his ideas than i will listen as well as his friends..he said "NO IDEA..BLANK"..i was so mad then i merely shouting "..SEE..NOW U WANT TO BLAME UR FRIENDS"..then i move to other group without saying a word..
another boy refused to move..i had to asked him to stand up..and me myself a TEACHER moved is chair and then asked him to sit..
i made an announcement, if u see ur friends r sleeping,,wake them up..so this one nice boy wake his friend..the sleeping boy woke up and spontaneously hit his friend at the back using book..i go to straightly to him n said "I ASKED HIM TO WAKE U UP..ANY PROBLEM?"..he look at me with THAT look but luckily he didn't do anything to me..of course he is bigger than me..
even though all of this had happen i really wished that my lecturer had observe me i want this to be over..to make it worst, after the class my friend told our lecturer was actually observing my other Friends at the same time i was expecting her..then the head of panel also came to me asking when she can observe me..so its going to be on Friday because tomorrow my mentor will be observing me..
i am so tired today..not just today..i think it will go onlike this until friday..i am so tired..pissed off..dissappointed..angry..and many kinds of feeling but obviously happy is not one of them..
p/s: my mentor gave me a good marks 4 the first observation..I'm glad because she is not that strict towards me..she even gave me many advices and ideas..
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