the pain is unbearable..

all this time i had been trying to suppressed my feeling to take care of others feeling

but its eating me from the inside

i had been trying my hardest not to think what i had done to make this work

but i just cant

its excruciating

maybe its true that the people who hurt you the most

is the people that you love the most..

he...

this is exactly the same thing that i felt before..i promise you on that particular day that you would feel the same thing right?...and u asked me to take it back..i did..but this is never under my intention to throw it all back at u..i don't plan this..and now you hope i will feel the same thing???...daaa....I've been there..and i know the feeling very well..very very well..but i bet you never realized it right??...u never gonna see it..I'd told you sometimes things happen without we even realized..but i know u forgot that...but it's OK..i know u would forgot someday..sooo uuuuu...

what happen in vegas?

i spent the last 4years of my life trying to be somebody else idea of "perfect" and you know what? i still feel not good enough for him..JOY..

all wounds heal with times..hater..

so long..i have try to please everybody..and by not trying to please you, i think i become myself again..JOY..

KARMA????

does karma goes round?...why is it in my world that it keep falling on me..it doesn't go round...why?..just please go round..it isn't fair..