Monday, April 26, 2010

Loss of Passion..

its been so long since i have written anything here. life has been great until up to this point where i can feel a great pressure all around me. studying is not my only problems but its only one of them. i loss passion in studying and all i do now is for the sake of completing my degree rather than scoring A anymore. i do not care my grade as long as i pass. this is the hardest semester i had going through. just when i thought nothing else can be more heart wrenching than practicum. story of my life..

i needed lots of money and turns out i do not have much either. i need more but feel guilty to ask from my parents. i am not the only one they need to support. i cannot wait to go out, get a job and support myself.

i will not feel at ease as long as i don't finish this. i hope i can make it..i don't know how to revive my passion in learning to face the final exams..

i love my life but i am not happy with it now..

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