i'm weak n in an emotional state..all this while i thought i was lucky bt fate has different turn for me..everything seems not right and slipping away from me including my insanity..feel like i need to break something to make me feel good again..bt then again..no1 2 talk 2..this is not a case where i can forget it in just 1night..this is an everyday struggle that i hv 2 endure each and everyday where i need to console myself that it is OK n i will b fine..this is a long process n i need strong support bt i dont know y i dont want 2 share it with people..mayb i am ashamed with myself..if i never thought that it will happen 2 me, then no1 will expect it either..it is jz a thought that i hv..though it sounds irrelevent bt seems so true 2 me..i need a friend..a really good friend whom i am nt ashamed to share everything..who will undertsnd me and nt being selfish..bt not a bf who can be offended with certain thing i do..certainly not..guess i jz let it be..
jz this evening i told myself that i will rise from the ashes and stand stronger than before..again tonight i feel fragile..watery eyes..n feels like want to scream my lung out..bt i compressed it in my heart..n hoping it will go away..someday..yea..mayb someday..hopefully..
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