long...long....night...

waited all night 4 u 2 come home...

but it wasn't enough....

started all good but honesty destroy it...

cold case went hot...

cry myself 2 sleep....

where r you????

almost choke myself crying....

where r u????

i'm a good a woman....

u know i am...

n i dont deserve this....

CHoiCEs...

You made ur choice clear by choosing ur pride over me...surprisingly i did not surprise as i did expected it from you...u may not realise this but there are times that pride get in our way... but who can blame u..its hard for us 2 evaluate ourselves because we are just not capable 2 see ourselves clearly...im sad but honestly i totally understand it...everyone deserve a choice including me..n i choose to stay n suck it all up..

trying to pull my"tormented"self together....