i always thought that i am not normal..because i often find myself very different from anyone else even my closest friends..i also find my behavior contradict most of the time..sometimes i can be very funny but there are times i'm speechless..sometimes i can be very smart but there are times i feel like i'm less smart (p/s. not stupid)..but when i think about it, how do we actually define normality..huh..something to ponder upon...